I woke up hormonal. If all women of the world one day woke up hormonal, there would have been a revolution. Many things would have ceased to exist or change.
It’s this state that you try to manage with chocolate and meditation, yet understand that nature is totally taking over. You can’t just let it be unless you can take a couple of days off work and stay inside, yet managing it is not easy.
This morning I flipped at someone whose BS I kind of had to put up with lately out of politeness. And today was the last straw. So I wondered – was it me, the hormones and the ever treacherous ego? Have I lost my zen, my connection with the Universe? Or was this my BS detector glaring at me like a siren, telling me ‘you are too old to put up with this’?
And yes, it was the latter. Perhaps when you are hormonal, your BS sensitivity is up. Someone should do a very scientific study on this.
Being hormonal is one thing, having to put up with someone’s BS when everything inside you is screaming ‘this is wrong!’ is a totally different thing altogether.
I am not going to apologize. I am not going to even be sorry. If BS is what you sow in this life, then don’t be surprised at what you reap.
And even better – cut the BS. Like right now. Thank you.